Fuck My Life

-non face pork-

yo you guys should check out shane dawson at youtube
and fmylife.com hahaha mmg betul2 holiau.
aku tengok fmylife.com mmg menarik gile. aku bole
tak tido membace bende alah ni.
Niga Higa ngan Shane Dawson mmg my favourite commedist
mmg aku kaw kaw suke diorang ah. tak bole buat ape dah.

btw, aku da single. WHY?coz aku rasa die da ade org lain.
Walaupun kami x declare antyhing. but i'll decide it by myself then.
well,being happy is more happy to me.. :D

aku punye pinggang muke tengkuk sume sakit.
Tengkuk aku paling extreme skali coz nak garuk tengkuk aku pun sakit die mcm
kene sengat kerengge.pergh..mmg .. sakit hahaha
smalam best ar. g AKD. bagus. aku amek MC coz demam and sepatutnya aku balik
dari kerja. but instead of "BALIK" aku pegi gig kat one cafe.XD
Aku kene tumbuk ngan sorang mamat nih abes bengkak pipi belah kanan aku.
pastu tetibe aku punya cemin mata jatuh. nasib baik ade sorang mamat ni lagi
aku panggil die rambut kerinting coz aku taktahu nama dia.Nasik baik dia
selamatkan cermin mata aku, kalau tak, RIP dah beliau disana. hahah
Aku kena 3 das pukulan siku di kepala aku. mmg..seronok. sakit tu mmg sakit la
tapi experience kan. HAHAHHA

the best gig ever. yeah aku dengan demam and dengan hingus meleleh2 kat hidung.
jumpe kawan2..hahah mmg berbaloi. and now im stuck in my room dengan
tisu 2,3 bungkus dengan handphone tak boleh on (charger xde).

mane aku?

-non face pork-

mane aku? sekarang aku dah tak sekolah.
sekarang aku bekerja. sekarang aku makin teruk.bukan. bukan tujuan aku nak
bukak pekung di dada. but, aku rasa mcm benda ni dah tak boleh nak pendam lagi.
Aku tengok gambar2 lama aku dengan family aku. Ye, kadang2 aku rasa mcm diri aku ni
tak ditreat secara betul oleh family aku. Tapi, fikir2 balik, mmg patut mereka buat aku mcm ni
so aku tak terjebak dalam bende tak betul. Aku sentiasa salahkan orang lain.
Tapi aku x pernah menunjuk kesalahan kepada diri aku.
Aku tengok gambar2 lama..masa tu, aku rasa aku ni normal.mcm orang lain.
tapi terpesong sikit lah..biasalah tu..darah muda.. bertindik sini sana.
bagi aku tu normal..tapi sekarang, aku rasa lain. lain sangat.
Aku minum arak,aku hisap rokok, lagi teruk,aku dah buat tattoo.
sekali lagi, aku tulis ini tujuannya bukan nak buka pekung di dada.
masing2 ade kelemahannye.
Along aku pernah cakap "Mana pergi adik aku?Dulu aku ada adik yg comel, baik tapi sekarang
aku rasa kau syaitan yang bertopengkan muke adik aku je.Mana pergi adik aku?"
Pergh, mase tu, mmg aku rase mcm seribu panah kene kat hati aku.
Mmg pedih..
Mcm mana nak berubah?Aku nak pergi balik ke sekolah bulan 6 ni maybe.
Aku akan amik SPM. tapi aku xkkan kembali balik ke sekolah bukit kuda tu.
aku x benci budak2 disana. tapi aku benci cikgu yang mcm paria bukit tu.
huh. menyampah. aku rindu ngan kwn2 aku.. aduiyaii.
Tapi aku x nak diorang benci dengan aku coz perangai aku camni.
aku xpenah tikam diorang belakang.tidak sesekali. aku rosakkan badan aku, tapi aku x rosakkan mereka. aku x hasut mereka yang bukan2. kenapa cikgu2 cakap aku mcm tu?
cikgu2 cakap aku hasut diorang?tlg lah. aku bukan camtu.

aku nak aku yang dulu, tapi die dah tinggalkan aku.. lame dah..
aku nak aku yang normal.
aku nak aku.

cubalah. carik balik aku..nur dalilah bt mohd din. cahaya petunjuk.

lol. kwn aku cakap cahaya petunjuk ke arah kejatuhan dan kejahatan.


maybe pics ni bagi korang mcm. WTF.
tapi bagi aku, ni time aku masih bertindak norma

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daripada sekarang. haiz..malas aku nak tunjuk gambar sekarang aku.
rasa mcm .. aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo


mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.sorry. adik syg sgt kat sume org.
tapi diorang x syg adik. nak buat camne.. huhu..

wtfish?

-non face pork-

disastrous fucking horrible non face pork.
laughing at each other for eternity.
singing solemnly towards vanity.sure..
I'll always be concern about my life.
To half awake and to be deny.
Abandon angels and death will be your filthiest pleasures..
huh..
All those pallid faces..remarkable ones..revengeful ones..
sew your mouth.seal your heart.sleep your ears...
As it could turns you into a flibbertigibbet..

Talking non stop.
...will be a horror discussant
Then..Zealously killing each other.
After that..an art was created..
Splattered blood..Chewy fresh meats..
For the hapless to eat.

hahah.

this is my creation.no artwork had been copied.okay?
so no copy2 ar.not allowed here.

"DERA"-ING MY NIECE WAS SO MUCH FUN

-none face pork-
finally, after some time didn't write these things.
being a bitch sometime isn't a troublesome.for you. hahaha

heck?! what's wrong with me duhh?
PMR : the biggg exam's start already. and im still me.

play much. still, i like being a playful but i tend not to ignore my problematic studies.
i dont hate studies actually . but you know... XD

today i'm having muchh fun with my niece whom i love so much.
i love her so hell,nothing in this world can make you people hurt her ok?*except me XD

okay now . im gonna tell you guys about my feelings right now.
i'm feeling like total lost and yet i'm glad that i'm lost. do you understand it?
it's like, you being lonely, but still you just like being lonely.?
gahh no one understands me and accept me for who i am.
single or couple?
i think, i've being single for almost 8 month now?
or 9? i dont even REMEMBER

btw, watch my new videos at youtube
id:elledemon182


why the hell malaysian government like to make such sissy rules.
but still,i'm proud to be malaysian. XD
if only i can write like this in my exams, i think i'll get an A for my essays. HAHAHA

I dont know how to type..

-none face pork-

Seriously dude, this is the first time I'd write things like this. Not that I'm an old-fashioned person,but the truth is : I DONT LIKE TYPING at all.

I have caught a fever today as well as my niece. poor her.

And my friends at school like:
" Wei dalilah, pegi klinik la ngek. kang x pasal2 kitorang sume kene h1n1"
and i was like:
"MWAHAHAHAHAHA.JANGKIT KORANG SUME >:D"
p/s: bahasa rojak bahasa rojak la sepak kang! XD

Idk how did she get sick,
but yea,its common right? Praise to god it is not H1N1. LOL!!

NUR QISTINA IMAN.

she said:wtf u pandang2 :D haha

Don't have much things happened to me... hurm.. im bore to dead today.( EVERYDAY)

i need to get a life. lol.

GUITAR

Argh. the momment of sadness solemness and ness ness ! T_T..

i've broken my the-only-loved guitar... oh god. please help me..( perhaps I'm too emo about it)

my dad give me this when i was 14-from Korea ( although i never know how to play it and never noticed about "darkx"<-this i what i called her after she "died".)

R.I.P :15/6/09

It was my fault actually, i put her behind my door, and when i closed the door,

BANG POOM PRANG *OMG OMG OMGGGG I CANT BEAR IT !!*

my guitar!! oh wtf!! wth i've done!!!!..

my guitar.mysyaitanguitar!.

i called all my friends and talk about it -too dramatic i guess.. but i need a company about this you-think-small thing. HAHAHA. lol still sad about it *sob..

And,that day. I have a new boyfriend. haha thanks guitar. lol

GUITAR! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I'LL BUY A NEW ONE!REPLACING YOU! >:D