Monday, December 19, 2011

Badai membara

- remorseless -

Menghembus bayu,
Memadam sayu,
Mengubur pilu,
Itulah peranan ibu.

Menyayangi aku,
Menemani aku
Mewarnakan aku,
Itulah kelebihan ibu.

Kian membesar kian bernanah.
Api gelora jiwa kian membara,
Hati ibu berdarah dipanah,
Si kecil mula berdusta, teralpa, terleka.

Hampa..
Ibu hampa.

Nurani hati ibu sayup ucapkan rindu,
Ombak membadai seganas taufan,
Terpana melihat si anak memuntahkan kata-kata nista haru.
Ibu tidak mampu berkata apa terpadam umpama bara kesejukan.

Si kecil yang dulunya bermain tidak jauh dari sempadan,
Hilang sekelip dari anak mata tiada lagi indah kayangan,
Ibu gila mencari mengigil takut kehilangan,
Bila jumpa, tidak mampu untuk melepaskan dari gengaman.

Kini dia membesar menjadi anak derhaka.
Berbeza, berbeza dari dulu yang halus,
Ibu, ampunkan anakmu yang kurang hajar menikam dada,
Ku rindu belaimu yang ikhlas dan mulus.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

forgive me

- remorseless -

Cruising far away from the land.
with it's big grand metal blend.
Start the journey to a better place.
where there is no room for any more disgrace.

sunken in the deep blue sea,
O lord, please help them see,
what world we lived in.
so much lust, so much sin.

Wandered endlessly in the ocean,
never looked back, afraid to examine their past action.
They are in fear, fear to be confined, fear to be reset.
So why bother to possess, when we know we're going to regret?

Forgive me for I've cruised too far,
I never meant to meddle in this war.
There was mist everywhere obscuring my sight.
I need You to be my light.