abah.

-Annoying Anonymous-

sayang sangat.
rindu sangat.
nak dengar suara mu.
dulu aku tak mengendahkanmu.
sudahnya,sekarang aku menangis tak berlagu.
kau berpegangan tangan dgn ku,
anak kecil kehilangan barang mainan..
sungguhpun kau tiada lagi disisiku,
aku selalu mebisikkan rindu..

al-fatihah Mohd Din bin Dahlan
ayahku..

Kejayaan memasak telur!!

-Annoying Anonymous-

Paul Griffith! Your bone structure is awesome!!

SIAPA SAYANG AKU BELI KAN LAH AKU BAJU BABY CAKES NI PLEASE T__T



oh by the way.

Memasak telur. Hahaha.
First time doh aku masak telur jadi cenggini. hahaha.
Kalau tak memang aku masak telur hancur je lah kan selalunye.
Baru aku tahu.. masak telur kalau nak jadi bentuk mcm ni, api kene slow, pastu tunggu lama
sikit. ahaha. nih hah gambarnye. Pakai camera laptop je. Tak kaya nak ada camera canggih2.
hahaha..Ye, aku memang tak reti masak. lapar makan nasi kicap telur. itu sahaja sekian.


Kalau korang perasan, telur tu ada bentuk Love ataupun smiley. hakhakhak.
*tapi tetap masin gak.-.- terlebih garam daa..




f.t.b:kencing kotor bahaya.dan ubat ural dia tak sedap.

Kepura-puraan

-Annoying Anonymous-


Meh, memandangkan aku tak ada apa2 nak buat, biar aku cerita macam mana aku dapat idea
buat bende kat bawah ni "Dramatic conversation between Me and Azazel"..huahuahua.
Aku tengok satu cerita pasal devil-evil lah konon kat HBO setaun lepas..Pastu straight cerita tu influence minda aku. Tapi siri kat bawah, kira dari minda aku yang ala-ala emo gitulah..
So cerita die macam ni..

Pada suatu hari sorang Budak perempuan ni dok main Yahoo Messenger dia memalam buta
pastu kat status dia tulis camni -Searching for Azazel-the secure of death.

And tetiba ada lah sorang mamat ni kononnya Azazel BUZZ! dia..
Jadi, berlakulah perbicaraan berikut.. Baca tau jangan tak baca.

Si perempuan ni, die cakap lah kat Azazel tu yang die dah tak minat dah nak jadi baik.
Dia nak jadi jahat. Dia nak bersemadi and jadi satu dengan kegelapan.Dia nak dijadikan bahan
perhatian dan perbualan. Dia mintak lah tolong Azazel.

So as korang tahu, Azazel ni memang tak baik lah kan, nama pun syaitan.
Dok main2 & lalai kan Perempuan tu. Cakap benda2 yang sememangnya tak betul.
Perempuan tu pun dah fedup and tersedar,dia marah lah si Azazel ni..

Azazel ni licik, dia boleh buat apa2 sebenarnya, saja nak menyusahkan Perempuan tu
and biar dia lalai.. Dia cuma nak hati dengan jiwa perempuan tu je. Buat makan. HAHAHA

Jadi, borak punye borak punye borak, perempuan tu pun lalai lah. dah taksub sangat dengan
Kegelapan, Kematian, Evil segala macam. Jadi, perempuan tu sendiri termasuk ke dalam perangkap yang dia buat.. tu lah taksub lagi.

Tu yang die cakap "Entertain me". Tapi yang si Azazel ni cakap "Start chanting to your own god"

Bermaksud, Azazel tidak akan buat apa2 yang Perempuan tu nak selain menjadikan Perempuan tu sebagai hamba abdi dia.. sekian..



The End.

PEREMPUAN ITU BUKAN AKU. aku tak ada idea dah nak tulis nama apa.
and ni cume cerita sahaja. Tiada kene mengena dengan hidup dengan mati.

So, apa2 pun guys. Cube lah, jangan ambil jalan gelap ok?

Harap, korang bagilah comment sikit. Bagitahu aku yang korang baca sebenarnya..
ahaha, tak lah aku rasa syok sendiri..Tak pun Tekan lah butang "Nonsense" atau "Make Sense".

Okay.chiow.btw,blog yg kat bawah ni baru cerita dia.hahahhaha nonsense tol

**memang aku rasa macam syok sendiri je.hahah

Dramatic Conversation between me and Azazel.

-Annoying Anonymous-

See, the point of me doing this is to tell you guys that
people can change and to be better.Not to be fallen in love with sorrow.
No! We have our own destiny and it is depending on our instinct to make the right choice for our own path of life.
To play with words and letters.Forget the past and bring the future.
And I don't make this because I'm too bored and don't have idea to blog.(liar!actually i'm bored and dont have idea to blog)
Comprehend?
& & don't you ever make a deal with the Devil! You don't know with who you are dealing with. They can mislead and cheat you till someday you're regret and grasping for your own breath.


Click this-->(Might change the dramatic to grammatical) XD.Dramatic Conversation between me and xYawNx Punk. The Older version.

Here it goes....

Azazel: I'm here to make your day worst(AZAZEL)
Elle Sick: Sorrow, please blow away my happiness. blow away my kindness. Give me the mind of Satan. give no antidote for my future.

Azazel: that is easy..but with what will pay me for my service?
Elle Sick: I won't let the truth come near you.

Azazel: How are you capable of doing such thing?
Elle Sick: Sorrow, you're the one who was once given dark memories to me. And now, I'm addicted to you.If only you could give me more, I'm gonna help you with your dark dirty works.To help you cover the lights that love to burns your black eyes.

Azazel: Why do u wish to stay off from the lights..isn't it the lights which what u wanted from the beginning of time..
Elle Sick:I'm getting sick and sicker with those lights, they are infecting my eyes,my heart and my soul. But you,you know how sick this world has gotten into the creepy mind of villains. Lights is a poisonous thing.

Azazel: I won't give you what u want..cause you still doesn't know the meaning of life...with what I want..you cant give..with what I need.. you cant exceed..with what I hope..you cant proceed..with what do you wish to pay me..show me how or forever longed for my service!
Elle Sick: I'm gonna sell my soul to you if that what you need. Just please,take away my soul.It's a big burden to bear.

Azazel: I wanted no souls for the souls I have are much more meaningful...
Elle Sick: Oh my! I'm getting more sick with you ! You won't approve my wishes right? WHY? I thought you would understands my suffering. Hopeless evil. Enchanted by devil.

Azazel: You're offering your soul as it's tainted with the blood of a thousands satanic army which have fallen for you.
Elle Sick: I'll keep my pain.I'll keep my frazzle mind all to my self. I was wrong about you. You're a tormented creature that gonna give me false hope.

Azazel: My dear,with all my chattering just now it was just a joke..All i want is a pure soul...a soul that is precious for my well being,unless u have anything else to offer me or forever be in vain!
Elle Sick: Cuss you!! You just made my feelings down just now as always. Is that what devil do? If so, let me be by your side every moment for taunting,hunting and feeding on people's feeling.

Azazel: With what I want..You can't give,so forever be in silence.
Elle Sick: I think you need a hue to dye your glow, so let me be the hue.
Pour my blood and at the right moment and spread it,and gild it with a reflection of your nascent dark light!It will be bloody red.

Azazel:As the fire in hell are calling your name...you'll be mine someday..with your flesh that will be tainted with my touch that u will longed...so now be in hunger,my dear,cos I will wait much longer.
Elle Sick: You narcissist selfish creature! You don't understand my doom right now! I just want to fall in love with my sorrow! I don't want to be cherished. I want to be noticed.

Azazel: With your words have awaken my anger..just say what you want or you'll be through my slave!My life's fancy, my ardent, passionate desire, Hail! Cries out the soul to you, that will soon part from thee. pray thee for all the hapless corpse.
Elle Sick:MY soul. I'm offering MY SOUL. don't you understand?? I'M HOPELESS IN THIS CRUEL WORLD. I just want more.. more power.More darkness.More Evil.. life is unbalance and unfair. The more you got the power of evil, the more people will scared of you and bow right under your knees.

Azazel: To the great power of devil I shall say that your soul are meaningless..offer me something else..something much more precious..much more valuable.
Elle Sick: I'll give my heart for you.I'm begging you . please make the light,the horrible light disappear from my sight!

Azazel: For what use your heart to me..I'm not a lover..nor a hater..a heart is meant for feelings..the things that i have no power with..
Elle Sick: Heart. it's the most precious thing on me. My heart can't be sell. Can't be buy by someone who are meaningless to me. I'm offering you for free.How could you say that to me? My future is in your hand now!

Azazel: A heart is a thing I cant use.
Elle Sick: You're weak. Now I know that I am much more stronger than you.

Azazel: I can't control it as it power are much more powerful than me.Ordinary people don't know it and keep it as our secret.
Elle Sick: But still,I cant afford my feelings to be in such sorrow for being in a happy condition of false life.

Azazel: A sorrow heart is useful to me.
Elle Sick: Of course it is!Cuss you sorrow heart:too much stain of shame for a person.

Azazel: But once you found happiness,it will disobey me,I shall let the light disappear,I will make the light stop shining to where your foot is standing..,but forever be my slave,be forever as u are..
Elle Sick: I won't think twice for this very fortunate desire.. You can ignore or abandon me.But I will not ever leave you not for once!

Azazel: If that what you want,and I'll be there.
Elle Sick: Oh death melody come near me. Oh devil come near me .I shall be your new queen and quest. Light, finally.. you're away from me.

Azazel: With my songs will comfort u in my dark.. with my sweet..sweet melody will embrace you.Start chanting words for your god.
Elle Sick:Entertain me.

THE END

Okay, this is the improved one.Kira sequel lah kononnya & I think it's much more good and less grammatical error than the old one.Aku tak cakap lah yang perkataan2 kat atas ni 100% grammar die betul.I mean much better lah kan.I laughed a lot when I read the older one...HAHA serious dude, macam beza gila.haha merapu meraban aku. Click Nonsense if you think this is yeah, nonsense or click makesense if you think it's okay which I much more prefer than nonsense. haha..



BTW, I'm not devil worshipers. I just love these kind of dark art things. AND no, I don't practice black magic. -_-"

Till then,Peace yo. =)

Elle.Xore:"Feel the pain first and then you'll know the way to endure it"

Better be better,better.

-non face pork-

She has her family with especially her dad, but I don't.
She has everything that she needs, but I don't..
She has education that we all need, but I don't cause its my fault for never appreciating the chances that once given to me. It'll be always my fault.
What else matter when you got everything that you have. You want more??
You envy and jealous of me because I have this one thing: never everlasting enjoyable life.
See? You don't look harder. You don't see these small words.You ignore these small word.
All that you can think of is enjoy. And you don't even look at the bad part of this "enjoyable life".

You can find a true friends or more to share your sad or happy moments.
Not just share, but feel it.
You can express and enjoy yourself when you have these things:
Love,Educations, REAL friends,Good job and maybe money.
You see, when you have love,you're happy.
When you're happy, you don't feel disturbed when you're studying.
And when you have educations,you learn things that you don't know.
Finally you will have a good job which can lead you to Money is nevertheless,important.

And people will not dare to look down on you. After all of your achievements right?
They will not even dare to tell you that you're a monster, you're a life failure, you're a living hell
or what so ever.

Okay, that's my theory. It's a circle way of life.


You can't take life for granted.
Stop mumbling that I have a better life but
then,my life is more worse than you thought and be grateful my dear..

Do you realize that I hated to be me?
Do you even realize that all my choices and decisions before this has turns back on me?
Do you like to miss your studies for 6 months and suddenly came back to school again
and know that hella much things that you've missed and must catch up?

No. Because. you. don't. need. to. feel. that. way. You're lucky.



p/s: my f.t.b for this post is.

F.T.B:
Music is my passions and I do not need to tell everyone that i love to
hear Behemoth or Evanescence or maybe The Who or Atreyu to impress
people and make people know that you actually listens to it. No i dont need to because once
you've known a person very well, then you yourself will knew what
he/she likes with every them movement,them talk or them body languages. oh btw, im universal.